The point of no return.

So let me vent.

I wish that there was a way for me to show you how much you mean to me. This has got to be the most depressing day for me in awhile. Why? I don't even want to talk about it. I'll find a way to get this through.

I've got to admit, I have the most caring, loving & best boyfriend in the world. There's not a single day where I don't thank God for blessing me with you, ever. Though its only been a little over a month, you've became my backbone in everything I do. You make me WANT to stay home, fuck the clubs & other places I could and would be doing if you were any other guy. Nobody & I mean, NOBODY has ever made me feel this way. You've proven to me that you got my back. Through anything & everything. This is why I can see a future with us. You're something real, oh so fucking real. Words can't sum up how thankful I am to have you in my life. I know we'll make it far. You treat me so right. You don't have to fix my mistakes, yet you do anything you can to. I'm proud to say that I'm your girlfriend. I know through everything, you'll be the one standing right next to me. I love you James. You earned that space in my heart & you have a permanent spot.