Just about right.

Countdown.

Seven days & I'm off to KOREA! Whoo, life's been quite hectic for me lately. Eh, no EDC this year, boohoo. There's always next year. My oh my, have I turned my swag on. Hah! After Korea let's see if I can get a job & save up money so I can visit other countries too. I pretty much want to go to Japan. Hehe (: Alright, nothing much to blog about. Welcome back old Brian, my nigga, life goes on. Nice to have you back. Hair, hurry up & grow. I want straight bangs, kinda. Reminder, go to the gym PLEASE! Beach body, beach body. C'mon! I want to dress up really nice, I wish I went to prom. Hah! Kay, enough said. BYE!

YOU SEXY BITCH, YOU.
I'm in love.

PEACE OUT CALI !

It's official, I'm flying to S.Korea on June 19th 12:40am. So peace out Cali, I'll be gone for 18 days! I thought breaking the news to my dad would've been hell but yannoe, I'm 18 now "You're not a baby anymore." so, he's letting me go. I'll be flying 13 hours alone. You're probably thinking .. 'Damn, where'd she get the money?' That's where I say ... I LOOOOVE MY BOYFRIEND. One more month & I'm up & out of this bitch. So sad, I won't be attending EDC 2009; it's my first rave anniversary. But! I'll be off in this little paradise with James. No parents, no friends, just us. Oh, and incase anyone who even reads this is wondering .. I'll be back July 6th 3:40pm. I'm scared shitless of planes, but it's fine. It'll all be worth it.Lady Gaga, I am so GAGA over you. It's Ridic!

The point of no return.

So let me vent.

I wish that there was a way for me to show you how much you mean to me. This has got to be the most depressing day for me in awhile. Why? I don't even want to talk about it. I'll find a way to get this through.

I've got to admit, I have the most caring, loving & best boyfriend in the world. There's not a single day where I don't thank God for blessing me with you, ever. Though its only been a little over a month, you've became my backbone in everything I do. You make me WANT to stay home, fuck the clubs & other places I could and would be doing if you were any other guy. Nobody & I mean, NOBODY has ever made me feel this way. You've proven to me that you got my back. Through anything & everything. This is why I can see a future with us. You're something real, oh so fucking real. Words can't sum up how thankful I am to have you in my life. I know we'll make it far. You treat me so right. You don't have to fix my mistakes, yet you do anything you can to. I'm proud to say that I'm your girlfriend. I know through everything, you'll be the one standing right next to me. I love you James. You earned that space in my heart & you have a permanent spot.